TGIF!!!!

Thanks the Goddess and God above.... it is Friday!!!!!

It's been a long couple of days, I had a word proessing final today and a record keeping midterm yesterday.... and I'm not even halfway through exams :P

But yeah, it's finally the weekend. I don't have much planned, as per usual, bleh stupid city.....fuck why do I even call it a city.....

This place, this so call city, only has like..... 35,000 people... I believe lol. Can't remember of the top of my head. It's freaking tiny man!!!!! I'm going fucking bonkers.... not joking!!....

Seriously I have only found like three things to be fun in this city. Sex, alcohol and weed..... not kidding. And when I say alcohol, I don't mean at some grungy ass fucking bar. No I mean the liquour you buy at the store and take home and drink there :P

*sigh*

Anyways... I have wonderful news for me myself and ... well Rapture lmao. WE HAVE A NEW HOUSE TO MOVE INTO AT THE END OF THE MONTH!!!! Lol ... we finally get to move outta our tiny ass fucking rooms and into a place with a decent landlord. Thanks goddess.

I ammmm sooo very happpyyyy!!!!!

One of the rooms that we'll be moving into, is both of our current rooms combined! Can I say hell ya?!?!?! And there's storage lots and lots of storage XD *happy dance*

Yes I am in a weird mood... what of it? Hehehehe

Also I suppose I should warn, as I dunno if i have in previous entries, I have A.D.D. lol, I like to change subjects as they come into my brain.

Like this

I AM CANADIAN!!!!!!!

XD

lol for some reason the beer commercial for molson canadian beer is stuck in my head...

here go look for youself.. I've even gone and looked for a youtube video for one of their commercials >>>>>>>>> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BRI-A3vakVg

on a serious note... yes I am actually Canadian......I from the lovely province of Saskatchewan! *snicker* good luck pronouncing that right :D

yes I say "eh?" occasionally... not at the end of every fucking sentence people!!!! lol but ya... I am Meti... which means I'm french and native american... even though I look nothing like a native american... hell I dont look like my mother....

:O what if I'm adopted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *le gaspe*

btw just found another link to a youtube video of I am canadian vids heheh http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TEsk8b09cQM

....like I said..... A.D.D.

hehe. I cannot waittttt til next weekend it gonna be a party time!!!!  altho i guess the weekend after a week of exams would be a party weekend lol

there was some other shit i was going to write but i cant seem to remember it right now so Imma peace out.....

oh yes! brownie points and hugs and kissses to my girl Rapture for making me the awesome siggy XD

Any ways I'm out, Pleasant Nightmares everyone

P.S. Be on the watchout! I eventually plan to upload a vid from my adventures heh

New Blog/ New Life

Ok, so now I have a new layout, and so far I'm happy with the HTML, key words being so far. Lol. I still have some things that I haven't finished working on, but it's slowly coming together.

And *le gaspe*!!! I have made two blog entries in the span on less than... well I think its been less than an hour.

As I said in the previous entry, this is a time of new beginnings. I've finally got my life headed on a decent track and I hope it stays that way.

I will probably keep all of my previous entries even though they annoy the fuck out of me :P. But they were a part of my life then, and they will be a part of my history. There is a saying, "You must know of your past or you are doomed to repeat it" Or something along those lines.

I do not wish to go back, I only want to go forward. I'm taking that giant step that everyone experiences at least once in their life.

I'm becoming my own person, my own being. I'm learning to love me. To go on random adventures when the mood hits. To live my life to fullest because you never know what is around that next corner. I want to experience love in all its glories. I want to explore my passions in all ways.

I hope to learn all I can about my Goddess, in all her loving forms. I want to be free to be who I am and be able to love who I choose to. To worship whomever I choose. I love my Goddess and I hope to be able to learn all her ways, and while not practise all of them (as that would be impossible for a mortal being) be able to learn to live in such a way that I am in balance with myself, my Goddess, and Mother Earth.

I want to be Me. And I'm slowly learning that it really doesn't matter what others think. As long as I can look in the mirror every day and say, "I love me" that's all that really matters.

This blog, is my own personal adventures, by myself or with loved ones. Or even not-so-loved ones.

Sooner or later I'll find my own place in the world,

But until then, I dare you to follow in my adventures

Farewell for now,

Lady Ecstasy

New Beginnings

Okay, so it's been a while since I've last been on here. I've come to the conclusion that I need to change up my blog. I'm a writer through and through and the whole typing whenever I feel like it gets to me after a while :P lol.  I need to have a sense of direction so I'm going to find a new layout for my site, and I'm going to work a sort of timeline for me to post. This may take a few days becuase HTML sucks balls, but whatevs lol I'll get it done.

I'm hoping to have a new post up and ready in the next couple of days, it all depends on the whole layout thing.

ttfn! (hehe i'm on a tigger kick)

Lady E

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.....^^^....it pretty much explains it all...

im just blah..

i dont know i think its mostly that i want out of here and i know i'll be moving soon...

at the moment, im feeling ... not depressed per se... but not my usual upbeat self

i mean, haley is really sick again and of course i dont expect her to be all "happy go lucky" but katrina is several hours away

and im just stuck in limbo right now..

i dont know exactly how i feel because everything is all jumbled...

i feel so overwhelmed and anxious and super worried

i really really want to make this work and im so worried that im going to fuck up so bad and im going to disappoint my mom again and i dont want that to happen

and there is another thing that has been on my mind....

kiit offered me some help to get me done there... she said that if it was alright with shaun, she would pay for my first month with them, and just add it to the debt i still owe her... that way i could be done there and looking for a job rather than be all the way up here where it is harder for me to get there for an interview...

there is just one problem...

i hate being a freeloader...

i mean, im an only child with a single parent... ever since i was sixteen i started buying things for myself so my mom wouldnt have too

i bought my own vehicle, and i paid (pay) my own plates... heck since i took a year off from school i pay mom rent every month...

i guess what im trying to say is that im hugely independent and i hate having to borrow money, even if its money im going to be paying back.....

i dont know what to do....

with a brain turning to mush,

Lady E

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